(Tulisan nanggung Geje pas lagi ga bisa tidur...mau diapus sayang udah cape2 di ketik - pake hp pula ngetiknya - yasudlah kita post aja) It's 3 am on Holy Ramadhan month. My Alam will be ringing in the next 20 minutes and here I'm typing a post on my abandoned blog using my phone. I know the consequences. Tomorrow (or shall I say today) will be a crazy one. I will be a cranky mom coz I don't get enough sleep. First I have to cook for Sahur and then wake up everyone, wait till Shubuh and then if I get lucky I can get 1-hour sleep in between Shubuh and preparing Mustafa's to school. 9am I need to sit in front of my laptop and start to work while doing household chores in between. I know I'm making a bad choice by staying awake up until this now watching YouTube, rolling my eyes on Instagram stories and playing candy crush. But yeah I didn't do this very often so let's just pray I will survive for another day. This has just happened exactly hours ago, ...
This is like the 4th post that ended up on my draft for months. But as the title stated, i will push my limit to post something on this blog, after months. Rekor nih kayaknya, tahun ini cuman nulis 4 post? c'mon ra!. Writing a blog for me it's kinda therapy. Writing down ideas, and make sure my ability to write 'something' is still there. So many ups and down happening lately. Life, right? I've disengage with world out there, the downside of working from home. Antisosial bgt nih sis. The worst part is i think i'm too much enjoying this situation. I don't have to listen any bull-crap from people. Bahkan bersosialisasi dengan tetangga dan ibu2 sekolahnya Tafa pun aku malas. Wondering if something wrong with me? Teman bergaul ku hanya suami dan anak-anak, and my colleague who lives thousand miles apart and always wanted to do a weekly catchups where we could talk about anything, including how she thinks my hair looks good on video call. Peop...
Happy new year of 2021! I had this discussion with my husband last night "is 2020 really a bad year? ", despite I lost my beloved Grandma last year, and the pandemic, of course, it's not at all bad year I think. I feel that I learned sooo many things this year. When we talk about the pandemic, my dad had the covid and we are scared to death when it happened but thankfully he recovered well. It also sucks that the kids have to be remote online schooling for almost a year now but their school has better systems now and kids get to spend some times at their grandma every 2 weeks which give me and my husband time to be "alone". So, in summary, we kinda adjust and ok with this "new normal". I'm thankful that I have better mental health in 2020 compared to 2019. I think I've mentioned in my previous post that 2019 was a depressing year for me and I don't want to revisit that depressing momentum again. I'm also thankful that I think I made...
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